2011-11-05, it's hard to say goodbye

放弃了一个很好的机会，心中久久不能平静，遗憾一次次冲击着心房。这不仅仅是一个难得的机遇，也怀揣着一个电子人的梦，还交织着一颗萌动的心……
2011是我至今为止作出抉择最多的年份，开始以为这没什么，随着choices的减少，自然而然的回头看了看，再抬起头眺望了下远方，还是会翻起波浪。
我真正做出决定了么？我真正放下了么？
Perhaps one day I'll remember the letting go of things. I'll judge the material things and why I would ever give them so much value. I'll reappear the emotional attachments I have to items and how to make peace with letting go.
Maybe one day I wanna hold these things back.
But now, bye bye my sweet.